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Her  Diary:

Tonight, I thought my husband was  acting weird.  We had made plans to meet at a nice  restaurant for dinner.  I was shopping with my friends  all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was  a bit late, but he made no comment on it.  Conversation  wasn’t flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so  we could talk. He agreed, but he didn’t say much.  I  asked him what was wrong; He said, ‘Nothing.’  I asked  him if it was my fault that he was upset.  He said he  wasn’t upset, that it had nothing to do with me, and not to  worry about it.

On the way home, I told him that I loved  him.  He smiled slightly, and kept driving.  I can’t  explain his behavior I don’t know why he didn’t say, ‘I love  you, too.’  When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him  completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with me  anymore.  He just sat there quietly, and watched  TV.  He continued to seem distant and absent.

Finally, with silence all around us, I decided to go to  bed.  About 15 minutes later, he came to bed.  To my  surprise, he responded to my caress, and we made love.   But I still felt that he was distracted, and his thoughts were  somewhere else. He fell asleep – I cried.  I don’t know  what to do.  I’m almost sure that his thoughts are with  someone else.  My life is a  disaster.